Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Self destruction never felt so good.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

It's slowly creeping back.
Purging felt so good.
And the pain. Oh, the pain.
It's been a while since I've done this
and I feel horrible about it.
But the pain feels so good.

What have you done to me?

Thursday, September 29, 2011

I often teeter between hating him and missing him.
Right now it's hate. Quite a lot of hate.
You can be such a fucking douchebag sometimes...
but I still can't help but be in love with you.

I hate myself for that.
Leave my thoughts. 
Leave my emotions.
Leave my being.

I hate you.
And I love you.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

I've come to the conclusion that 
women just think too much about everything
and men hardly ever think at all.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011


"Suddenly a violent storm came up on the sea, so that the boat was being swamped by waves; but he was asleep. They came and woke him, saying, 'Lord, save us! We are perishing!'
He said to them, 'Why are you terrified, O you of little faith?'
Then he got up, rebuked the winds and the sea, and there was great calm."
- Matthew 8:24-26
The intuitive part of me says that you like me.
The logical part keeps saying that you're just a nice guy.

My feelings are conflicted.

Friday, January 21, 2011